what brought me here.

I think that it is so important to look back on my past and see the beauty of today. Throughout the pain and heartbreak, God has surely brought beauty out of ashes. I feel like my life is full of beginnings. Each beginning brings on new challenges, desires, and temptations. 


When I graduated high school, I was met with an anxiety disorder. When I came home freshman year, I was met with an unhealthy and all-consuming relationship. I have let both of these circumstances control my thoughts, actions, and relationships with people. Even when I was freed from these chains, I still have held onto this negative view of myself and my victimization. 


Now is the time for me to let go and experience all the grace and joy that God has for me. This next chapter of my life will certainly have its trials but will also be filled with joy despite my circumstances. It will be a time for laughter and learning. It will be a time for me to figure who I am in Christ and who I want to be. I am tired of playing the victim and want to rise up and claim authority over the lies that have been fed to me my whole life. I am ready to accept the love that has been given to me and run free with it. 


"I am not saying this because I am in need, for I have learned to be content whatever the circumstances. I know what it is to be in need, and I know what it is to have plenty. I have learned the secret of being content in any and every situation, whether well fed or hungry, whether living in plenty or in want. I can do all things through him who gives me strength."
Philippians 4:11-13


Love,
Caroline